Wednesday 28 May 2014

A little thing called GRATITUDE


So I’ve been living in Sydney doing Hillsong life now for almost 5 months and one thing that keeps flashing it’s face at me is a little thing called GRATITUDE.





//God

Now more than ever I have been in total awe and gratification to God for getting me to where I am today, living my dream and being able to learn and make way for greater things. In the beginning I found it SO easy to complain about the little things;
…I don’t have a car so now I have to walk
…I don’t have a job so have to be extremely cautious of my money and only buy essentials
…I have little to no free time and a very full college schedule etc…

BUT then  I had some realizations…

…I don’t have a car, so now I walk, which means I get an hour of fitness every day, also means I am healthy and capable of getting to places on my own, even get to experience the adventures of public transport. Thank you Jesus!
…I don’t have a job, YET, giving God so many opportunities to open my eyes to receiving blessing, see the love and generosity in people to bless me and also teaching me how to handle finances. Thank you Jesus!
…so I am tired most of the time, but why did I use to see this as a bad thing? Being tired means I’ve had a full productive day. I’ve been placed in the most active serving areas which requires my utter most attention and reliability. This may not be soon as ‘cool’ to a college life student but I now see it as the biggest challenge for me to grow- Bring it ;) Thank you Jesus!
Joel A’bel once said how do we live in gratification? Simple- Learn the most you can out of life because God is more interested in who you are BECOMING than what you simply can achieve right now.

//Parents

Only when you move away from home do you realize how freaking amazing parents are. Honestly would have never been able to come to college without their support. So thankful to God for giving me parents who have NEVER questioned what I want to do with my life, ALWAYS support me (and my expensive dreams) and always make me feel like everything is going to be okay.

//Family

Been so thankful for family and their love and generosity to me here in Sydney. Family I have not seen in years have just showered me with phone calls and support as well as family friends here in Sydney that have blessed me beyond words with meals, furniture, airtime, rent money etc.

//friends

God has been so good to have blessed me with such a lovely house of girls here, making my house a home. Making good memories and more than that meeting some new friends in the different serving or learning areas of college has been inspiring and just such a blessing. Secondly being here made me realize how crazily grateful I am for amazing friends back home that are so supportive and just so great with maintaining deep friendships with mail, skypes, messages, texts etc. Man I miss them, I am seriously surrounded with people of gold!

//Church and support

To all the support I got from church back home, I am so thankful for every prayer and word of encouragement. To the wonderful couple who sponsored my air tickets, without them this trip would have been impossible and their investment in my growth and potential was just so encouraging to this day!

//Timothy


Moving overseas choosing to leave your loved one behind is never ever an easy thing, every other day I still get those moments that I wish I could hop on a plane to just see his face but I know for now God has called me to be here. But I thank God for Tim every day, he has been the most loving, committed and caring man. I never thought in my wildest dreams that I would be blessed with such a kind hearted guy who is not only such a beautiful creature (haha) but so talented and in love with Jesus. I chose a man who allowed me pursue a deeper love for Jesus, a man who always gives me the freedom to follow my dreams. So I guess at the end of the day I am just so ridiculously thankful to have Tim in my life because his life shines JESUS more than any human in my life.

Life is too short to not be thankful for the little details. xxx

Thursday 8 May 2014

A Season of Challenge and expectation: Hello Hillsong, Hello Sydney.


So it’s been a while…. A long while… but I finally found myself with a little free time to get back into my thoughts, well online anyway ;)

What’s been happening since I last posted:
1.       I moved to Sydney , Australia
2.       I study worship and theology at Hillsong International Leadership College
3.       Made some seriously cool international friends
4.       I live with 9 amazing girls from all over the world
5.       I walk everywhere and miss my car dearly
6.       I cook and clean, hello domestication!
7.       Tim and I have been dating for nearly 11 months, taking down long distance like a boss
8.       My best friend Mandi and her cool Mexican man, Dan got hitched a week ago and I was blessed to be her maid of Honour
9.       I just turned 24 on Monday
10.   And life goes on… the tales of everyday life!

Well A LOT  has been happening. Life in 2014 is one big adventure and every day I am learning something new and being challenged. But what is life if I am not challenged and continuously moving forward? Sometimes I have to remind myself this everyday… keep.moving.forward.

I came into this year with one verse:
Joshua 1:9
This is my command be strong and courageous! Do not be afraid or discouraged because the Lord your God is with you wherever you go.

This verse has stuck with me and has been my truth for this season, my point of reference and my motivation.
Hillsong 2014, what a rollercoaster it has been, from getting my visa two days before leaving, to going to an ENT specialist in Sydney afraid of vocal damage, moving into a mansion with no fridge or furniture for a month, running out of money, making new friends, learning about my identity, being challenged about my values, being stretched in my serving, being disciplined in my vocal skills…the list goes on.

At the end of the day all I can say is that without FAITH this journey would have ended a long time ago, without trust in God I would have quit. But I am glad I didn’t. I am so excited to see where God steers me in the next 8 months in Australia and I am continuing to pray for bigger things and open eyes. College is slowly but surely changing my life, one baby step at a time... lets see what happens shall we.


Till next time xx